Profile.

Name:
LAI XUANJIE JASON.
Birthday:
02/05/1990.
Home:
SINGAPORE.
Job:
STUDENT @ TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC APPLIED SCIENCE SCHOOL.
Pets:
ALL DIED LONG AGO
Political:
N/A.
Listening to:
TOO MANY TO LIST.
Fearing:
NEGATIVE RESULTS.
Loving:
GOOD TIMES.
Hating:
LACK OF VITAMIN M.
Wanting:
A COMPANION.
Needing:
A LIFE.
Hoping:
BETTER TOMMORROW.
Thinking:
ABOUT MANY THINGS I SHOULDN'T BE THINKING ABOUT.
Wondering:
ABOUT EVERYTHING.
Realizing:
THAT LIFES A JOKE.
Learning:
NOTHING.
Dreaming:
NIGHTMARES.
Craving:
$6 ECONOMIC BEEHOON.
Quoting:
"THERE ARE NO BEST FRIENDS,ONLY FRIENDS THAT KNOW YOU BEST".
"THOSE THAT MIND DON'T MATTER,THOSE THAT MATTER DON'T MIND"

Adores

Online chat/games
Chilling with friends
Karaoke
All you can eat MEAT
Slacking

Loathes

VEGETABLES
Peanuts
LOW EQ people
Durian
Anything else that you know i hate

Friends

  • 4G
  • geraldine
  • nerissa
  • wenjie
  • keith
  • tingxu
  • moses
  • boonwei
  • jasvin
  • zhu en
  • roy
  • special seven
  • jun ru
  • grace foo
  • weijie
  • yvette
  • DHSNPCC
  • dion
  • xun xiang
  • siew mai
  • crystal
  • grace
  • zoey
  • jocelyn
  • ASSC
  • clarissa
  • liwei
  • aaron
  • glenn
  • janson
  • alfred
  • mashitah
  • joey
    Wishes

    New computer to replace my fried one
    New HDD to replace my smashed one
    iPhone
    Good final GPA
    A good-friend

    Wall of memoirs


    Thanks

    LPhoenix
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  • Monday, March 02, 2009
    |11:28 PM|


    i wish that my world could be entwined with me, to move as one with me,
    sadly yet another day torn asunder, with progress nary a flitter
    i think deep and reflect once more...

    why did i end up like this?
    countless times i've told myself to soldier on, to guide them, the rest of the people, 
    but as many times i felt that i've failed.

    was it the method or was it the tone?
    growing to regret the seeds that i've sown.
    to walk on unhindered, a miraculous feat
    to continue a life, of malice and deceit

    its too hard to fathom, its too easy to forget
    cause often what you see is what you get
    a disillusioned soul lost in the catacombs of words
    thinking of thoughts, totally absurd

    a long drawn battle, waiting to unveil
    inch by inch, breaking the seal
    the day of judgement, ever looming near,
    with fate of calamity, one known to fear

    with no road in distance, with no path to tread
    the chance of living, even better off dead
    as pillions of life come crashing to dust
    classmates turned friends look in disgust

    the word of the day; priority
    the time of the day; eternity
    the thought of the day; ambiguity
    the only hope remaining; serendipity



    And I realized...
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