Profile.

Name:
LAI XUANJIE JASON.
Birthday:
02/05/1990.
Home:
SINGAPORE.
Job:
STUDENT @ TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC APPLIED SCIENCE SCHOOL.
Pets:
ALL DIED LONG AGO
Political:
N/A.
Listening to:
TOO MANY TO LIST.
Fearing:
NEGATIVE RESULTS.
Loving:
GOOD TIMES.
Hating:
LACK OF VITAMIN M.
Wanting:
A COMPANION.
Needing:
A LIFE.
Hoping:
BETTER TOMMORROW.
Thinking:
ABOUT MANY THINGS I SHOULDN'T BE THINKING ABOUT.
Wondering:
ABOUT EVERYTHING.
Realizing:
THAT LIFES A JOKE.
Learning:
NOTHING.
Dreaming:
NIGHTMARES.
Craving:
$6 ECONOMIC BEEHOON.
Quoting:
"THERE ARE NO BEST FRIENDS,ONLY FRIENDS THAT KNOW YOU BEST".
"THOSE THAT MIND DON'T MATTER,THOSE THAT MATTER DON'T MIND"

Adores

Online chat/games
Chilling with friends
Karaoke
All you can eat MEAT
Slacking

Loathes

VEGETABLES
Peanuts
LOW EQ people
Durian
Anything else that you know i hate

Friends

  • 4G
  • geraldine
  • nerissa
  • wenjie
  • keith
  • tingxu
  • moses
  • boonwei
  • jasvin
  • zhu en
  • roy
  • special seven
  • jun ru
  • grace foo
  • weijie
  • yvette
  • DHSNPCC
  • dion
  • xun xiang
  • siew mai
  • crystal
  • grace
  • zoey
  • jocelyn
  • ASSC
  • clarissa
  • liwei
  • aaron
  • glenn
  • janson
  • alfred
  • mashitah
  • joey
    Wishes

    New computer to replace my fried one
    New HDD to replace my smashed one
    iPhone
    Good final GPA
    A good-friend

    Wall of memoirs


    Thanks

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  • Wednesday, January 14, 2009
    |11:26 PM|


    just trudged home in the wake of the night, bag slung over shoulder, pounding each step into the dust

    a mad world lies around.
    a world smothered with competition and problems. each inching their own way to survive in the rat race, but i had no idea that it would turn out this way.

    in a haven, an abode, a place devoid of internal conflict where social peace and tranquility are hailed, i found it.
    the ugly side of the human race, the most sinister weapon bereft of any bullets.
    It just had to rear its ugly head at the most inappropriate time.

    sometimes i wonder, to not take sides, despite having the intrisic desire to do so...
    is it right? to be the voice of judgement and to mete out endings based on my desires.
    i guess not.

    it just pains me, to see someone i care about in tears over someone else
    and to see another with a multitude of faces, almost comparable to a diamond

    i scorn this 2- faced attitude, but in the world of politics, nothing is short of possible
    i myself darenot say that i'm not guilty of it before

    as much as i say, i try to be judgemental and critical of my own standing, to sit on the fence and view the perspective of everyones.

    Its tough.

    Really tough.

    To think that we could work together finally, as a consortium of minds with a common goal.

    I guess that perhaps is a little more common than striking 4D.

    You guys made me think, in a way totally devoid of reason.
    "how people that looked so close together, could be a pot of seething enemies"
    it just beguiles me, like seriously...

    i wish i could help you
    i wish i could help both of you
    i wish i could help to make things better

    but its just a wish, unlikely to come true

    till then, justĀ 
    "smile, and be good."







    And I realized...
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