can someone just kill me to end this thing?

first it was going 40 hours without sleep
next is having to compile everything together
then is to clock in a meeting after meeting
finally is to search information and summarise it myself for addition

crap eh

originally 5 man group shrinked to 4
then of the 4
1 mia
1 no hp
and lucky got 1 working
then left me

what you want me to do?

i'm not trying to do all the work just for the sake of credit
its just that i want to get it done, and do it well
cause its something we can control

what i'm really sore is that how one can reply me when i ask for the documents
"eh sorry ah, i sleep already. very tired"
*person sleeps at 12*

very tired? arent i tired as well? do i like lugging a chunk of metal all over?
of forgoing sleep for work?
it doesnt benefit me at all, save the fact that i *might* get marks for peer evaluation, but thats measly too.

not obliged to do all this, esp when i do have many commitments out there.


and to those asking me why i spend so much time on my cca;

its NOT a cca.
its a choice i made and one i will stand by.
it cannot fail and will not fail.

that is one thing i will do before i graduate.
for sure.

and moving on, mbio lab is kinda cool, especially with dr chang around.
kinda draggy on the first lesson, but makes alot of sense. learnt quite a fair bit there.
not to mention i had to endure through the intense convulsions in my stomach.

kept feeling that something is wrong, dont know if its diarrhoea or gastric pains.
just hope its just a passing pain not appendicitis or something serious

blargh!

tmr's a friday, and theres more to come
briefing at 6pm
(was quite annoyed at how the info was disseminated)

shall not elaborate. give someone chance

thats all for now..

week 0's smooth, but how smooth?
if i survive, how long will i last?
if i die, who will be there for me?

i can only dream now, if i have the chance to.
people are such complicated creatures..


And I realized...
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