all of a sudden.
i've got a stupid conclusion.

it makes me crumble, to realise the situations i'm put through

what did i do to deserve this?

to be stuck in between for so long.

to hear the past woes ringing in my ears from my beloved.
behind the face laid a shabby form

perhaps its deja vu or perhaps its just pure coincidence.
maybe its how i seem to be the person to listen and just listen to the dramas that all unfolds before me.

if only care came in 500ml bottles...
it would be so much easier to show much i care for you

rules of guys are so simple and easy to understand, yet no one bothers to read and understand what they mean ( scroll down to read them if you want)

to be caught at the crossroads once more
always the outlet of others
yet not the inlet for any

seems this is how i'm gonna live my rest of my life

born only to watch the lives of others mix
to uncoil them and set them straight for others
while only coiling his own right up

why is it always the people that i want to turn to, also the partial source of my problems?

why put me through this torture?
why?!

opportunities present themselves around me, yet i dare not step out to take a risk
simply said;
i fear rejection; rejectophobia?




--dar, how can i solve this problem? when i don't know why its like this in the first place :( --


And I realized...
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