the feeling of being caught in the middle
the feeling of wanting to be able to do something
the feeling of being mentally and physically restraint

A feeling i have come to grips with
seems that in the coming months, it will soon be my best buddy

i cant foresee anything happening that would be cataclysmic but i DO hope that all turns out well

though our objectives may differ, i do hope that one day i would be able to change your mindset
to hopefully be in sync with mine.
i know that deep down inside, your objective is the same as mine.
i am sure of it, but right now it is clouded over with feelings of doubt

slowly darkening the horizon of our outlook,
perhaps it was due to circumstances that both you and i cannot change,
but i will try

try to change it, for I myself have a personal objective to fulfill
and at least for now, it is still humanely possible

the human body can only function as well as the brain does
but the brain can only do as much as the limbs work

it may be unconfirmed, but no matter who,
there is still the potential behind each one

it will be a trying time,
friends becoming enemies,
enemies becoming friends
and the situation turning tables as and when it desires

i just wish that i could pull through it all


in one piece...



i'm tired...
but i cant stop...

And I realized...
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