Profile.

 Name:
 LAI XUANJIE JASON.
Birthday:
 02/05/1990.
Home:
 SINGAPORE.
Job:
 STUDENT @ TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC APPLIED SCIENCE SCHOOL.
Pets:
 ALL DIED LONG AGO
Political:
 N/A.
Listening to:
 TOO MANY TO LIST.
Fearing:
 NEGATIVE RESULTS.
Loving:
 GOOD TIMES.
Hating:
 LACK OF VITAMIN M.
Wanting:
 A COMPANION.
Needing:
 A LIFE.
Hoping:
 BETTER TOMMORROW.
Thinking:
 ABOUT MANY THINGS I SHOULDN'T BE THINKING ABOUT.
Wondering:
 ABOUT EVERYTHING.
Realizing:
 THAT LIFES A JOKE.
Learning:
 NOTHING.
Dreaming:
 NIGHTMARES.
Craving:
 $6 ECONOMIC BEEHOON.
Quoting:
 "THERE ARE NO BEST FRIENDS,ONLY FRIENDS THAT KNOW YOU BEST".
"THOSE THAT MIND DON'T MATTER,THOSE THAT MATTER DON'T MIND"

Adores

 Online chat/games
Chilling with friends
Karaoke
All you can eat MEAT
Slacking

Loathes

 VEGETABLES
Peanuts
LOW EQ people
Durian
Anything else that you know i hate

Friends
  • 4G
  • geraldine
  • nerissa
  • wenjie
  • keith
  • tingxu
  • moses
  • boonwei
  • jasvin
  • zhu en
  • roy
  • special seven
  • jun ru
  • grace foo
  • weijie
  • yvette
  • DHSNPCC
  • dion
  • xun xiang
  • siew mai
  • crystal
  • grace
  • zoey
  • jocelyn
  • ASSC
  • clarissa
  • liwei
  • aaron
  • glenn
  • janson
  • alfred
  • mashitah
  • joey
    Wishes

     New computer to replace my fried one
    New HDD to replace my smashed one
    iPhone
    Good final GPA
    A good-friend

    Wall of memoirs

    Thanks

     LPhoenix
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    • Thursday, September 25, 2008
    |11:16 PM|


    approximately a week has passed, since i started to embark on the project called
    WEAK OH!

    i just feel

    that perhaps i have failed in my role as organiser
    i failed to realise what was required in the programme
    failed to come out with what we really wanted as a team for orientation
    failed to lead and push the team when we went stagnant during meetings

    in short, i was unable to manage the team and i didn't manage to comply with my personal gantt chart. so much for personal planning

    guess its back to the drawing board for me...

    i wasnt able to impose my goals and views on others.
    hopefully i would be able to soon, need to improve productivity now.

    if that doesn't work, then i guess i failed in this aspect

    right of now, i don't see myself fit to be organiser with my current productivity.
    its just so little.
    and it doesnt seem that i'm doing anything at all.
    i really wonder, i guess the team would do fine w/o me inside the first place.

    i just wonder...

    why was it me?

    its demoralising...

    i need a break!

    27 weeks and counting...


    And I realized...
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