Profile.

 Name:
 LAI XUANJIE JASON.
Birthday:
 02/05/1990.
Home:
 SINGAPORE.
Job:
 STUDENT @ TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC APPLIED SCIENCE SCHOOL.
Pets:
 ALL DIED LONG AGO
Political:
 N/A.
Listening to:
 TOO MANY TO LIST.
Fearing:
 NEGATIVE RESULTS.
Loving:
 GOOD TIMES.
Hating:
 LACK OF VITAMIN M.
Wanting:
 A COMPANION.
Needing:
 A LIFE.
Hoping:
 BETTER TOMMORROW.
Thinking:
 ABOUT MANY THINGS I SHOULDN'T BE THINKING ABOUT.
Wondering:
 ABOUT EVERYTHING.
Realizing:
 THAT LIFES A JOKE.
Learning:
 NOTHING.
Dreaming:
 NIGHTMARES.
Craving:
 $6 ECONOMIC BEEHOON.
Quoting:
 "THERE ARE NO BEST FRIENDS,ONLY FRIENDS THAT KNOW YOU BEST".
"THOSE THAT MIND DON'T MATTER,THOSE THAT MATTER DON'T MIND"

Adores

 Online chat/games
Chilling with friends
Karaoke
All you can eat MEAT
Slacking

Loathes

 VEGETABLES
Peanuts
LOW EQ people
Durian
Anything else that you know i hate

Friends
  • 4G
  • geraldine
  • nerissa
  • wenjie
  • keith
  • tingxu
  • moses
  • boonwei
  • jasvin
  • zhu en
  • roy
  • special seven
  • jun ru
  • grace foo
  • weijie
  • yvette
  • DHSNPCC
  • dion
  • xun xiang
  • siew mai
  • crystal
  • grace
  • zoey
  • jocelyn
  • ASSC
  • clarissa
  • liwei
  • aaron
  • glenn
  • janson
  • alfred
  • mashitah
  • joey
    Wishes

     New computer to replace my fried one
    New HDD to replace my smashed one
    iPhone
    Good final GPA
    A good-friend

    Wall of memoirs

    Thanks

     LPhoenix
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    • Thursday, June 12, 2008
    |11:55 PM|


    i feel so incompetent.
    i'm only able to watch 2 people who are close to me indulge in a virtually cold war

    the feeling sucks when u know if u take a side, the other would be unhappy
    yet you also know that if you dont intervene, it would be counter-productive

    i feel so empty
    a road can never be smooth if the bumps were not removed beforehand
    using the same logic,

    i know that if this conflict were to continue, it would be disastrous and ultimately not be any good to anyone

    many words were exchanged
    i stood between, as the middleman
    taking both assaults and meting out them respectively

    yet, it seems that without a proper confrontation, nothing will change
    i too, am a human
    a body with physical and mental limits
    not some superhuman machine built to withstand all this

    because everyone has problems and i'm no exception
    this is really sapping my energy, i really hope it wont go on this way


    i need a miracle...
    for the better of both worlds


    if only i could pour out my sorrows to you right now...
    then nothing would be impossible...


    And I realized...
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