completed csas today. the room was freaking cold and i guess i screwed up, but who cares

wasted money cabbing down to school for a non existent tutorial.
sucks man!
that equaled no lunch for me!

anyway, many things happened.
*i seem to have a knack of misplacing my black ASC file*

spammed dj max @ concourse before going for lab
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made decisions
thought of choices
stuck with mindset
unsure of outcome

thats how i'm feeling now

right now, i don't know what i want for myself, not as much to say for the club
why did i run in the first place?
only i myself know, and even that reason is vague
but whats done is done, no use crying over spilt milk

remains to be seen what would happen...
all i know is that when the same day arrives once more, i would be a different person
whether for good or for bad,
i know what i said today may not stand for tomorrow, but deep in my heart, i know
it became a part of me

ever since i took that first step in going for the workshop like a fool
then moving to a mental camp
which was also quite memorable for me
a year when freshmen like myself once was could enjoy the camp and bond freely with no restrictions whatsoever,

but being in the oc for wk 0,
i can say, i learnt alot.
more than the entire AY added up.
its not the subject grades that count, its the common sense and judgement finetuning, learning how to manipulate stuff, and many other incalculable things
right now, i made a choice

together with 14 others
will it be a choice i regret
or will it be one of satisfaction

nobody knows

but i do know one thing;


21st may 2009, i will be waiting for you..

And I realized...
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