OKAY, it has been almost a month since i last posted in december.

so much as to say that much has happened in this month and the past month.
things to forget and things to remember.
but one things for sure, i know i'll never forget the people i met before.

2008
a new beginning?
i cant be so sure about that.
currently i'm being bogged down by my countless projects, and its suffice to say that its like a bitto,
(mosquito like thing that sucks out konpaku) meaning, my soul is slowly being decrepified into an unrecognisable form. guess thats what i get..

it all started with me joining ASc.. having hopes to become an OL.. to gain the ability to change people's lives and their mindsets... the power to affect someone, its an important thing.

so days passed and the echelons of time washed over the miniscule human beings..(kinda like the bounto) change was inevitable,i guess.
friends were made, bonds were forged.
relationships were shattered and never to return again..

Fast forward time..and it stops to 2008, the heralding of a new time, but for the better?
i'm not that optimistic

being in the week 0 committee has taught me alot, causing me to remember the times we slogged through as 1 squad during my secondary days. those are the times i will never ever forget.. the blood.. the sweat, even though the traditions have been eroded, i believe the spirit will remain to withstand the onslaught of time.

i cant say for sure what will i do in the future, even for as near as the next day. will i be still here?
right now, my brain is chock full of many questions running askew, many of which i have no answers to.

somehow or rather, i get this feeling that one day i will just implode and become depressed.
thats a fearful thought for i am one that has to be in control of things before taking the decisions.
even so, i guess i'll have to soldier on. in spite of the many doors of opportunity that close with each passing day..

one thing that really saps me is the week 0 campfire.
i dont know how to put it. but if anyone from TP is reading this. just take it nothing ever happened, i myself do not know my limitations or capabilities.
irregardless of my current progress..

seems that i'll just do a post wholly on the school projects and ASc.

thats all for now..
i need a break

And I realized...
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