I REALISE ONE THING

i got a really bad habit of procrastinating =(

anyway..



i am in the biotech stream.
i am in the applied science studies club. (ASc)
i am in TP.

i shall just touch a abit on the open house we had @ TP from 10-12jan.
overall it was kinda nice, to see many people coming down to TP, but AS had very little exposure so i guess it wasnt very good. and of the many schools, only AS wasnt very "high", perhaps this had to do with the fact that science students are very quiet. maybe.. but it was mostly people who i had never seen before manning the stands, most were like year 2 or 3 and even though there were some of our yearmates, those are not really close to us. as in more of HI and BYE friends.



yep, i think of my social circle, other than my class and some others, most are just normal friends which are like those people you only know their name , maybe add on msn but NEVER talk to. in fact i think i've got about less than 30 ACTIve msners. lol.



so i'm in the middle of a game blogging..

shall continue later...



ok i'm done with dinner and a frigging long 90min game.

dad's super naggy.



ok, just wanna rant about my commitments as of now.



for starters, there is my IDGD project. its abt making and designing a functional game. seems fun but its not easy to say the least. nth much to talk about except i'm kinda sian of it.



ok on to week 0. guess this is the one thats taking up most of my time, as well as giving me alot of headaches. as u all might already know, i AM in charge of the campfire.

before you guys go and say "3hours only, v easy wad"

shut the trap, its not as easy as it seems.

though its certainly made easier by having a great team of people to work with. but there are some which i want to talk about but i guess i shldnt say it out. just generally gonna say that there are black sheep in the family. also, in week 0 commitee, i can say that i'm kind of alone.

since there are visible cliques present as always.

and though i may not seem so, i am kind of introverted. and to compund this problem, i am the only one in my class to be in week 0, so its kinda hard.



which brings on to more complications.. about whether to run for main comm or not.

i rmb in the earlier part of last year when i joined ASSC as a subcomm member, going thru the LTC and wad not. that itself was very memorable.

but i clearly remembered the promise i made to myself, to run for main comm.

but the passage of time certainly has been eating away at this resolve. slowly but surely, i feel a sense of uncertainty as of what to do. yet, i am not sure as who i could turn to for help regarding this issue, coz not many people have seen wad i can do and my capabilities as a whole. and those that have, i myself am not very close to them.



and as the introverted person i am, i know that i would feel very out of place if i were to run for main comm without my 2 fellow classmates joining me instead. because, as of now, i more or less know that they ARE not going to run for main comm. instead they would or just maybe opt for subcomm or even quit totally. i have heard and guessed that there are many who would be quitting the ASSC, for reasons such as time contraints and lack of personal time or what not. to me, its also a question.



i know that i would be want to remain in ASC, thats a high possibility. but qutting is not out of the question. same goes for main comm. though i figure that the % fir main comm is higher. but as i said before, i still need to see who would i be working with before i would even consider.

coz i know its a torture to work with people who i definitely have no wish to coexist with.



too much to say. but even more i cannot say. though this is my blog, i dont find it very nice to bitch about someone behind their backs. so i guess thats all till i blog again in the future.



bye

And I realized...
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