Tuesday, February 06, 2007
|10:40 PM|
today has been a really abysmal day for me,
offended people and i dno the reason why
bahhhh, really hope thats its just in passing and tt it wont cont liddat,
yea: to mag, sorry if i did anything that offended you or anything, and the break overshooting, was purely unintentional. sure, got friends come but my stomach was quaking, really sorry...
met jh and his "friend" from SAJC, a girl by the name of ' wu ming shi ', lol jk, her name is wang something something. jh asked me to rate her, honestly she wasnt tt bad, kinda nice looking, but fairly average.. and shes the maths rep. lol
stumbled out of the giant AND my stomach was grumbling like something was cooking inside. darn it, no mood to talk to anyone so i just made my way to the car which my nice dad drove to fetch me from work :)
after that it was to Vj to pick miss n00bie up (jessica), waited looong and i saw NERISSA,
imagine how happy i was to see her and so was her reaction! :)
i <3 my squadmates!
she told me to go vj, but unfortunately it was not for me to decide, but my results to do so....
den it was routine from that point onwards... bathed, ate dinner, played dota...
Zzzz, raped with doom but lost in the end coz of leavers...
hate leavers.. (deathnoting people with DOOM is fun)
ok.....
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I am Officially freaking out about the results on friday.
No whys.
No reasons.
No hope.
No heart.
Cause it is the...
one day that would change my life forever,
one day that would mould my future,
one day that would see how i grow as a person.
A single day , A slip of paper , A sliver of hope-
The flame of heart, slowly dieing out, extinguished by the encroaching doom...
As i open another page in my life,
all i see is a paragraph-
On 9th February 2007 1430 hours.
at the time of release of the results, my heart tightens...before stopping with a final beat.
" The last name is ' Jason Lai.' "
No doubt about it.
Nothing ©hanges...
And I realized...
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