every passing day
someone
somewhere
somehow
just has to piss me off and spoil my day

i don't know why, and i ain't gonna find out
it just sucks
to find that no one can understand what i am going through
this shits slowly driving me crazy
honestly, i find better refuge outside of home than at home
its much more peaceful that way
why?
coz some people at home are real tear-jerkers and idiots
saying anything more would be an understatement
disgusting people

spoilt my day, after i somehow managed to feel better after killing some people in dota
namely kelvin and jianhui
who were nice enuff to play with me
-kelvin needs to improve ALOT
-jianhui quite good
-me? go eat shit, DOTA ain't made for u
ahh
feeling stupid
and irritated
counting down the days
wonder if the day i turn crazy is before or after the end of o lvls
hopefully
with each tribulation that comes my way, it does not add so much burden to my already saturated mind

i'm juz wondering, why no one ever asks me how i'm really feeling even though i assure others i'm alright?
maybe its juz the egotistical fact of my life
hate it....
humans need a little love sometimes...

And I realized...
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