A word...
4 simple syllables...
a profound meaning...
can it be used to describe my feelings now?
trying to shield myself from the mental onslaught my mind is going through everyday
never easy to begin with
its 10 more days to the end of this nefarious crap
why?
to end what we started
to begin a new chapter when the previous is closed
pick off a new direction when the old one is wrong
difference is life...
indifference in being...
why do i have to subject myself through this?
to achieve a paper qualification

singapore, as a country has only humans as her resource
a viable but extremely subjective resource
why so? u may ask

because it is the only resource that can make money, AND lose money,develop the world and colonise the planet.

but melacholy is the simple beginning to a complex start which i fear has no end..
Pessimistic...yes..
but i've learnt not to expect too much from anyone beacuse the more u expect, the lesser you get in return

as of now... whats left is the 10 days of strife with a new beginning in mind
hopefully.... it will be better



~~i know it sounds eMo, but thats my style of writing and conveying my feelings into my post~~

thanks for understanding, peace be with you

And I realized...
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