just finished "tuition"
not too long ago, by my sis
going through the entire e maths paper which i found i had tonnes of careless mistakes and lots of "i dunnos"
chicken mama la
but whatever, at least i learnt something tonight
shall keep on studying e maths and other subs
though i wont be going anywhere for the 1st three months,
i would want to go and do whatever i would be doing with a open mind with no baggage on my heart,
ie, o lvl results such that i did my best and no regrets

anyway, my goal is just to get into vjc science
though it may seem hard now as my L1R5 is really really horrid
worse den mid year somemore coz many subs were disappointing
as such i got a feeling that during the next week so called
Study leave
i would be coming to school moz of the time
coz i average about a 5 for every sub
which is really catalysmical -gawd
jR suggested i go millenia, but too far and too lazy, besides i would rather earn $$ den cont studying in tt period of time
yea! and poly no 1st 3 mths so working lor
besides i flopped e maths with a "nice" 9
so where else but "its the end"?
rather work, if not i reather stay home and play
yar thats end of the year
NOW,
i gotta start on my bio,my chem,my geog,e maths and LIT
all non-chinese subjects
but all equal the trouble
so its tough
i disappointed alot of ppl
my parents
my chers ( esp mrs ho n mrs ong n wu lao shi)
my frens
and myself

but i am desperately trying to look on the brighter side
though i conflict sometimes, cant be helped..
trust that u understand if u have been in such emotional trauma
(np has lots! XD)
yupp, hope u guys understand
yar, no more gaming and such
just books and more books
free to go out to study anywhere anytime
juz sms me
24/7 phone on
so np reaching me
yar, thx to all
gg me

And I realized...
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