and extract from a post wich i del...
" well, today i had results given back, and i tell u,
it pretty much just sucks
felt like crying but my tear ducts were somehow not willing to
perhaps psychologically, i din wanna cry or smth liddat

anyway, english,combined humans and chinese were given back
and..
i flopped every single one of them...
english i had 68%
coz i flopped oral examination, sadly i did pretty well for my paper 1 and 2 but fell short on the last part resulting in a three fold increase of pts (bad)
should have gotten an A1 or A2, but....
i dun wanna talk bout it, its depressing...

2nd would be combined humans, and simply put, it was the worse..."

enuff of this sad stuff,
realised crying over spilt milk is of no use, but still it serves no barrs as to alleviate the disappointment that descended upon me..

these few days i was thinking, if i dropped out of school, what would i be able to do for a living?
answer?
nothing-
was thinking of writing a short story, writing was always one of the things i would do besides reading and playing, yea... but decided it was juz a passing thought..
sheesh, i'm gonna get back e maths and biology tmr and i am 100% sure that i will not get into a jc of my choice soon,
coz my L1R3 is aleready 16 and i would need 2 A1s to get a 18 wich -4 = 14 and have a remote chance of getting in somewhere
which is v v v v small chance but haiz, its all a dream?

yar, so like wad sum ppl said 2 me, prelims =/= o lvls so nw i gotta really go for my o lvls and score
make up where i went wrong and such
but i really dun wanna disappoint the chers who taught me lots

at least i made an effort to study today
chem "tution" at airport
cx,ceph, me and jay
saw and met ppl we knew
miss tan ( maybe marking our bio papers?! )
some couple frm dhs sec 4 '06
err, ex -ncos?
kunyuan sir and xiumin mdm
din tink they recognise me thou
bahx
anws,
thx to all that encouraged me and made me feel better durin this tough time
people who showed me that life wasnt all about studying and muggin but doing the best u can while enjoying life..
in no order of merit (lol)
-nigel
-shixuan
-geri
-jR
-jessica >.<"
-weekiat
-wenjie
-moses
-boonwei
-ryan
-nerissa
-tingxu
-caixiang
-jianhui
-cephia
-zm
-lynn
-grace

ya hope i listed everyone that helped me in a way or so...
if not thx anyway...
nw is prolly last time i can blog this long
coz frm 1st Oct,
i'll come online only to update my blog regularly and sometimes chat around..
yupp

lets just hope tommorrow turns out to be better than what is expected..
coz when the worst is past, it can only get better...

And I realized...
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