Profile.

Name:
LAI XUANJIE JASON.
Birthday:
02/05/1990.
Home:
SINGAPORE.
Job:
STUDENT @ TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC APPLIED SCIENCE SCHOOL.
Pets:
ALL DIED LONG AGO
Political:
N/A.
Listening to:
TOO MANY TO LIST.
Fearing:
NEGATIVE RESULTS.
Loving:
GOOD TIMES.
Hating:
LACK OF VITAMIN M.
Wanting:
A COMPANION.
Needing:
A LIFE.
Hoping:
BETTER TOMMORROW.
Thinking:
ABOUT MANY THINGS I SHOULDN'T BE THINKING ABOUT.
Wondering:
ABOUT EVERYTHING.
Realizing:
THAT LIFES A JOKE.
Learning:
NOTHING.
Dreaming:
NIGHTMARES.
Craving:
$6 ECONOMIC BEEHOON.
Quoting:
"THERE ARE NO BEST FRIENDS,ONLY FRIENDS THAT KNOW YOU BEST".
"THOSE THAT MIND DON'T MATTER,THOSE THAT MATTER DON'T MIND"

Adores

Online chat/games
Chilling with friends
Karaoke
All you can eat MEAT
Slacking

Loathes

VEGETABLES
Peanuts
LOW EQ people
Durian
Anything else that you know i hate

Friends

  • 4G
  • geraldine
  • nerissa
  • wenjie
  • keith
  • tingxu
  • moses
  • boonwei
  • jasvin
  • zhu en
  • roy
  • special seven
  • jun ru
  • grace foo
  • weijie
  • yvette
  • DHSNPCC
  • dion
  • xun xiang
  • siew mai
  • crystal
  • grace
  • zoey
  • jocelyn
  • ASSC
  • clarissa
  • liwei
  • aaron
  • glenn
  • janson
  • alfred
  • mashitah
  • joey
    Wishes

    New computer to replace my fried one
    New HDD to replace my smashed one
    iPhone
    Good final GPA
    A good-friend

    Wall of memoirs


    Thanks

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  • Sunday, August 27, 2006
    |10:20 PM|


    a post dedicated to those that have their hearts shattered and brough back again...

    life is full of ups and downs and when we feel sad or depressed, we stop to curse and swear at others on how unfair life is, but when we are in a good patch, we dun think about how much others suffered to make u "good".

    bgr...
    they cause of joy and grief of many, i'm no exception (honestly)
    why? they influx of hormones...
    adults say its called infatuation and crushes and tt we would soon get over it and yadda...
    but to adults realize that its the 20th century and relationships now are much more serious...
    they thingk they know everything yet we tink they noe nthing
    so whos right?
    depends....
    all i say, is that i can fully understand the pain of losing someone who is really dear to you..
    both as a friend, romantically or friendship wise
    the effort which you put into the relationship,
    the many times you shared...
    the experiences u had together...
    (remember the first time he/she smiled at you and how that made your heart flutter...)
    your first conversation...
    the first time you went out with him/her alone....

    those are some memories that can only be etched in one's mind...
    they are there for a reason., to stay and remain there, to remind you of the past... perhaps to relinquish the present and embrace the future..
    but how many of us can actually do it?
    less than 1 % i think...
    maybe more maybe less
    who knows
    the answer is in your heart...
    coz if you want it to succeed, it would
    and vice-versa
    (though not 100% proven, but it helps!)
    the test of time, the bonds of a relationship...
    all weigh on your heart, slowly pulling you down

    but at the end, if you didn't take your chances or too picky
    all thats left for u is the shelf...

    *to those with problems like me*
    wad can you do, but force a smile and live life strongly,
    though a facade, its better than nothing....
    disillusionment....than....dissappointment....

    juz dun make the same mistakes as me...


    And I realized...
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